Not so happy today. Okay, I live in mildly depressed state, so what? Today is different. I'm angry; I'm furious. I can't stand being angry. When I was younger and into my teens I was volatile and as a result now when I can't control my emotions it makes me very frustrated. I don't like feeling I'm not in control of my emotions.
Sometimes outside forces get the best of me - work, my mom, and marriage.
Today it is marriage. I'm going to be brutally honest without the details...
I've never been this mad at The Husband before. It leaves me wondering about the future.
This is very unsettling. I don't know what to do. My heart and my brain lead me in different directions. I just wish marriage was easy. Unfortunately life has a way of working its weaselly little way into romance.
Fuck you life.